MOMO59EMELIE

why sometimes out of the blue i feel so low so useless so depressed? why do i want to sit and cry? when there is nothing wrong? why do i feel so uneasy so sad?? why do i have pain when i sit and think i just wanna cry it all away why do i feel this way?? nothing happened yet to make me feel like this is just comes out of the blue why me? am i the only one that this happens to? why does the pain go so deep?? where did this pain come from? is it just a phase or is it always goin to be like this?? why all of a sudden im so depressed?

You go home, Saying your life sucks, Remembering all the bad things in one day, how many horrible feelings you had in one day, and wondered how it was possible, in one day. Looking at everyone around you, knowing everyone despises you, hates you, talks about you. You try to be confident, you try to ignore the sh**, but in the end you know you cant These people tear you apart, not knowing you have feelings, they ignore you ruin your life, and they dont even know it. You try to ignore the sh** but in the end you know you cant, because these people tear you apart, and dont even care.

I sit here alone listening to the rain, trying to believe the words everyone says. "youre Pretty" "I love you" are phrases I often hear, but who really means it? and who is sincere? I doubt you would even tell me the truth, so youll tell me what will make me feel better, but if it isnt the truth, then why should I care? Eventually in the end, Ill probably get hurt, That always seems to happen, I get treated like dirt. So next time you want to tell me you care, Make sure you mean it, And that its sincere.

Break time is fun time So leave your worries behind And have a good time